today.. got cmc meeting wif all teacher... haiz.. so boring~~~ o finally meeting over!! haah... eat lunch wif kuen~~ ha.. so hungry~~~ never eat breakfast too~~~ hmm.. than hui ping sms kuen to accompany her wif marvin to eat.. haha... than we bully her... haha... yea.. than some fun things happen lor... hmm... don feel like writing those things today... ya than... co starts...aiyo~~ bang my head against the wall!! SWOLLEN LE!!! so pain~~~ but gd thing.. me still never cry out.. haha.. hmm mayb is numb le ba.. so no feeling at tt time~~ than have a long briefing by ms soh.. aiyo.. so boring.. hear it the 2nd time....ya than have a meeting wif our conductor at fuchun CC.. so boring... almost toking abt the same thing... but sure is better than ms soh de! ya...than go home lor.... ya... tell her me wed got to do proj... hmm.. no reply.. than tell her me tml going out wif hp and kuen.. WA!! so angry liao~~~ donno eat wat fire.. than start to scold me liao say wat never go clean my bedroom and the window in the house.. than is like keep scolding... wat wrong have i done?? tml is the 1st time me really going out to play in this month lor... than my head is like not numb le.. SO PAIN!!! than she never even realise my SWOLLEN head lor... than keep scolding... ok lah! than i tell her i go clean my room now and tml morning clean the window lah.. is in gd tone hor! but she is still like scolding & scolding!! very wat de lor!! than i don care liao i go back my room... cried... finally know y my bro everytime don wanna stay at home le... cos friends will concern more than parents!!! cannot find warm in them!! me sick they also donno... injure also donno~~ but Y!! Y!!! all my friends know??? thay notice abt my swollen head, know i m sick lor than will show concern... but she leh! never!! only scolding!!! like cleaning is wat i need to do de... than me is like stress till going to burst out le!! than have the meeting is like so furstrate le!! than having many injustice thingy....than all kept inside myself lor.. never say out.. than she donno anything.. say i keep playing playing don want study.. don want help her... she donno wat sec 3 life is like lor... still tink is like pri sch study.. very easy! pls lor!! so stress!! me even stress till me wish to jump don the building lor!! (i really tink of tt b4 no lie!!) than they donno wat i going through lor... thought is still like last time easy stuff... relax can liao... pls lor! relax than only c RED MARK in report book lor...well me last time no matter how stress, how furstrate, gone through how injustice thingy... i never cry lor.. still use a fake smile and laughter to c them... I NEVER CRY!! jus don wish to let them worry.... than jus now cannot tahan le...i cried.... let go of all my stress, sadness, furstration,injustice.... really donno y i feel better wif my gd friends around...really.... after crying is like better le.... but still feel like crying... SOBX!!! k lah... got to ren.... let go of my budern... try to 4giv and 4get... mayb to some ppl they think this of things is nth.. but really... feel like me is not in the family like tt de... cant find 1 peeps to say all my sad things to.... haiz.... suan le.... let go ba~~~~
