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Friday, August 26, 2005

lol.. this week was quite lame.. haha

hmm.. mon.. conductor never come.. haha!! wan er go up conduct.. haha~~ so funny..
sian lah!!! fri got cmc meeting again! i wont go de.. crazy leh.. 12.30 go home.. than 4.30 b back in sch again... tink i crazy?? and i m tired!!

lol.. bio paper fail liao lah... sure de.. so hard! i hardly can do any qns.. haha~~ nvm i don care.. i wanna drop bio!! bad princial!! don let us drop! i wanna sue u!! =X lol.. than at night.. haha~~ so funny!! u know wat? i got a boy habbo acc mah.. than i go in... than mag copy me go create a boy boy acc too.. than she so bad.. call me go in there pao niu.. haha~~ lol.. ok lor.. go there play play.. haha!! so funny!! really have 1 gurl thought we really is boy leh.. and than me and mag is like at there qurrel.. those funny type of qurrel.. haha~~ so funny.. i keep laughting.. and tt girl jus at there keep laughting nia.. let her tok she don want.. say wanna c us qurrel.. lol! lame.. haha~~ tell u wat.. she also a fan of 5566.. lol.. cos her habbo nick is [love5566] haha~~ shh.. don go in and tell her tt we trick her hor.. shh!!

yea!! get to know tt next mon can skip CO le!! going to parliment house.. haah~~ yeA!! no need go CO!!!! yippy!! but donno the parliment house fun a not.. lol.. i don tink will b fun ba..hoots! lol! tt willy ar.. really very chian bian... he is the 1st person i hit in this sch... lol.. donno y i go hit him leh.. mayb don like wat he say ba... 1st time say.. ok lor.. nvm.. 2nd time say.. nvm ren.... 3rd time say.. HIT~~ than later he come say sorry.. haha! lol.. actually not angry lah... jus don like those lines nia... actually is i suppose to say sorry de.. cos i hit him mah.. lol.. i don tink he got get hurt ba.. haha~~ =')

hmm.. today leh.. those geo student go for their field trip.. lol.. only left 15 student nia~~ the class so empty.. than nth to do mah.. so help sc to fold the star.. hmm.. the star is wanted by her bro de.. her bro wanna gib her gf de.. lol.. no chen yi rite! never do himself.. lol.. than later the star paper finish le.. lol! it is so boring!!! than go to bio lesson... go make li jun.. haha~~ mrs ng video cannot on.. than i go act crying infront of lijun.. to play play nia.. haha~~ how i know really cry.. lol.. haha~~ lame~~ than continue to act crying.. haa~~ i tink got abt 6 drops of tears?? lol.. i m gd at crying!! haha~~ the video so boring.. i fall asleep...

after recess.. back in class.. lol.. bored again.. than wan er say play the number de.. lol~~ call me play.. i don want.. than i say if sc play i then play.. haha.. sabo sc..!!shh.. don tell her! than sc say if seng yee play than she play.. haha.. seng yee than say wl play than she play.. haha~~ so wan er go find wl.. we all calling wl to say no... but!! lol!! bad him! say ok... kill him!! so all play lor.. haha~~

hmm... not very fun... cos all quite restless... than we change game.. erm.. sh game.. the wat di di di di diu~~ than wat da da da da.. haha~~ very fun~~ cos every 1 gotta b quick to react.. haha~ than sc very blur.. haha~~ all laughting... after a while we change game.. play murderer... got 2 type.. eyes de and hand de.. we start wif eyes 1st.. haha.. wan er is the murderer... we all wait very long le.. but no 1 die.. so i say if the murderer still not going to kill ppl, we all scold him or her.. haha~~ than wan er shout out.. oii i got wink hor.. but u all never die de...!!!!" haha~~ than we call her to try wink... finally we know the ans y no 1 die le.. cos~~ her wink... is almost both eyes closed.. lol! like tt who know she wink aR?? only will thought she is blinking nia~~ wan er.. go home train ur eyes lah.. haha~~~

since tt cannot so we change to hand de.. hmm.. last time read from anna blog know abt tt game.. but her instruction so funny.. i read le also blur.. hmm.. gd thing sh explain well.. haha~~ than we start to play.. very fun... but was a bit messy.. cos me and sc both got 1 time is both ppl at the side press the hand 1 time.. so is like very funny..

than 1 time very funny.. wan er is the murderer again.. than she press a lot of time... than it go round and u know wat?? it ends wif wan er~~ so it mean the murderer kill herself.. haha!! than she shout out say "y i die ar?? i the murderer leh.." haha~!! so funny... than last round.. i the murderer.. than near time to go assembly le.. so i tink fast ending better lor.. haha~~ so i kill very fast.. i tink less than 30sec all victim die le.. and i won!! haha~ seng yee very poor thing.. she is suppose to catch the murderer(me) de.. but i never even gib her time to c clearly than all die le.. haha~~ so funny... !! fun~~ but next time if still play, cannot play too fast le.. or else no need say.. 100% is know is me.. haha~~

so today later part is still quite fun... and not so boring.. haha~~ =]]]]] than also get to knoe anna bag was being pulled by a sheep?? haha.. so funny.. hmm.. it proves tt sheeps love pink bag too!! it love pink.. haha!!

hmm... today is my lao po angela birthday!!!! happy birthday to u angie!!!! muackz!!!! have a nice day!!!!!!

8:09 AM @nn3_@n+

Sunday, August 21, 2005

lol~ so lame! jus now than realise tt i post 2 same post.. lol~ y no 1 tell me?? nvm i del 1 of it le.. lol..

hmm.. jus get back from church.. hmm.. today is like kinda lame?? play maple from the morning.. play till i late for meeting *ops* lol.. no lah.. cos my mom also not home yet.. i cant go out.. lol.. she go out never bring keys de.. lol! than reach le.. less than 15 min gota go le.. go for the class.. lol..

than today, we got to go to block 334 to invite ppl to our festival.. hmm.. relaz.. no praying or anything.... jus celebration nia.. all r welcome! ok say abt the trip at the block.. got many groups.. than me and angela 1 group.. wif another group go invite ppl on the 9th floor.. than my group ask 4 ppl nia.. hmm.... no 1 is interested~~ lol! so lame.. when say we from church than is like don want liao.. (discriminate church) lol... hmm.. mayb they thought is wat praying or something.. lol~ lame~~ but other groups got ppl wanna go lor.. mayb is church ppl ba.. haha~~ lame~~

than other groups say.. they knock on the door.. than the ppl is sleeping on the sofa.. than they walk off.. but when they come back, the door is closed.. lol!! lame rite!! than another group say got ppl tok in another language de.. don understand wat they toknig.. haha~~ so lame~~ but is still a experience ba.. lol~~

than after the round, i thought can go home le.. how i know! lol! still got class!! lol! i never bring bible!! arg!! hoots~ so boring lor the lesson.. lol! *hate* haha.. zara and jo so funny.. eating in class.. not sweet leh.. haha is weate potato(donno how to spell) those sell in 7-11 de.. eat and hide.. haha~ so funny... finally 5.30 le!! lesson finish!! yea!!

than went to wait for mass.. hmm.. janice suddnely run to me and tell me something.. o ya! tt this i also 4get le!! lol.. too many test nowdays.. till i 4get to c the list.. lol!! *thanks janice* than she went to tok to joel abt something.. *sry cant say* but the joel is like never reply her.. janice angry le.. lol.. she angry is not because joel never reply.. is he never reponse to tt matter.. than she feel tt joel is not serious in the friendship.. lol! she help another person felt sad.. cos she have gone through tt type of road b4.. so is like kinda hurt.. so she angry wif joel..

lol.. i really donno wat to do leh.. 1 side my friend another side my lao po.. also my wonderful friend.. haiz.. so is like let her cool down.. cos when she angry i very scare.. so fierce~~ on dare to tok to her.. *pssts* i scare ppl angry de.. so pls don show me angry face.. i don dare to tok to angry ppl de.. and i will keep tinking is it me who make him or her angry.. than will get crazy.. lol~ k lah.. i scare cos i scare i will lose friend if it is really me who make them angry lah.. so normally, if i qurrel wif some1, i will b the 1 who say sorry de.. haiz.. i treasure friendship.. and i love my friends!!!

hoots! go back to story.. so we went to mass..(a session which we got to go every week) angela and janice sit beside me.. janice is very angry.. so i let her cool down 1st.. so i never tok to her.. i tok to angela.. haha~ (mass haven start yet) hmm.. than got 1 boy sitting 2 rows infront of me wear the same jacket i holding.. lol!! than angela and joel keep laughting and making fun of me.. lol!! than donno y the boy turn back. and saw it.. lol! bad angela and joel! snatch my jacket and show the boy it is the same 1.. lol!!!! than donno y since he saw the same jacket, he keep turning back.. lol!! than when he never c the jacket, he was like finding it.. lol!! so lame!! donno y the air con today so cold in the church.. lol~ angela very cold.. than i still can tahan so i gib her my jacket.. lol.. donno y gib liao i feel the cold.. haha~~ nvm lah.. still can tahan.. put my hand into the pocket..

after a while angela not so cold le.. she return my moi jacket.. lol.. lame! she gib back i not so cold le!! lol! wat human m i??? lame!! than i turn and c janice... lol!!! her eyes was a bit red!! lol.. tt time i felt useless... i cant cheer her up... i failed to cheer her up.. hoots.. than got 1 part is every body hold hand de.. hoots!! i was freezing!! 2 FREEZING hand i was holding.. hoots!! lol.. janice 1 more colder.. than after tt holding hand thingy, i scold her.. not scold lah.. erm.. jus say say lah.. i said:" u cold y never tell me and i lend u my jacket????" lol.. than she tell me she not cold!! hoots!! k lor.. nvm.. since angela very cold again, i gib her my jacket... than i hold janice hand.. (my hand at least is warm) lol.. her hand really is like freezing lor.. so i tried to "pass" some heat from my hand to her hand.. hoots! hold longer i felt i was freezing~~ really.. like whole hand went into the freezer.. than i was kinda freezing.. but nvm janice was freezing more.. so i continue to hold her till we need to stand up..

my jacket is not to save me from the cold.. haha~~ is to save angela.. haha~~ lol... k lor.. finally mass ended... hoots! i was freezing.. nvm lah i [ren].... i cold nvm.. angela and janice cant... finally out of the church.. than i realise how gd is s'pore heat.. haah~~ lol~ than walk home wif janice.. listen to her.. let her say wat she wanna say.. so tt she wont b so angry ba.. or sad... hmm... i cant b a gd talker in making ppl cheer up.. but i know i can b a gd listener... (wish so)

after janice went off, i rush to chase my parent.. finally~~ got dinner to eat le.. i never eat breakfast and lunch today.. than did so many running.. hoots! i m hungry!!! haha~ while eating, saw my co senior.. (leave sch le..) wow! so happy~~ i like her to b around.. always fun de... although i always kanna bully by her.. those playing bully lah.. haah.... i miss her lots!!

than went to walk around wif parent.. hoots~ donno y my parent suddenly so gd.. wat i want they buy.. haha~~ so nice~~ lol.. i know they dote me lah.. but somehow ppl sure will get angry at times.. hmm... must [ren].. haah~ than go home le~~

lol~~ thought of doing hw de.. but is like very restless.. so don do le.. wanna go play maple.. but was chatting wif moi friend.. than she call me go play habbohotel.. haha~~ lol.. so i go create acc lor.. i create a boy boy acc.. haah~~ lame!! the game quite lame lah.. so i wont play long de.. i tink only play this time ba.. i will b back to maple soon! haha~ maple wait for me!!! haha~

k lah.. tired le.. wanna sleep.. it is now 1.16am le.. lol~~ sleeping time!! haha~ nites~ ops~ nono is morning~ haa~~ buai~~~

4:17 PM @nn3_@n+

Saturday, August 20, 2005

hoots! finally 1 week pass... 1 week of sleepless nite... haiz... all test never get the result i want.. haiz.. *sad* *angry* other subject i don care.. but my MATH!!! lol.. drop too much le lah!! no A this time le... history is repeating... haiz... i don want!!!

hmm.. mon get to know tt ms soh resigned le... actually i know it on sun lah.. quite sad.. no matter how she teach me 2 yrs.. i like her teaching.. althought sometime wanna doze off.. but she teach real gd lor..(for me) i can understand... than now, she go le.. cos of health prob... haiz... i wont 4get her de... (try)

tml is sat... haiz... will c HER and HIM again.. now at least not so bu shuang le.. but... no matter how still cant change the view i have for them le... tml whole day starting from 2!!! will c them.. haiz.. *sian&tired* tml donno wat go around ppl house.. to invite ppl to our donno wat occassion.. lol.. i also not sure.. angelyn never tell me in whole..

i don wanna go for the teacher's day performance!!! the song so siao siao de... i will die!! my fingers and tongue will die!!! in 1 sec, must blow 3 notes.. very fast de!! and is all diff notes!! got to change REAL fast!! and not only 1 sec.. it goes on for many parts!!! hoots! tink i pro meh?? hmm... tink of reason to quit! mon go tell them! i sure when perform, co sure diu lian! let cx b conductor.. lol! lame! his timing not stable de.. than the song so hard.. sure will have many prob de..

lol.. go play maple le.. haha~~ bb~~~

8:04 AM @nn3_@n+

Sunday, August 14, 2005

wat happen to moi blog ar?? y no sound le?? lol! *spoilt* i cant hear the music...mayb is my com spoilt...

hmm.. now i got ac le.. play maple pq almost everytime go in de~~ haha~~ so now lvl very fast~ haha~~*put a victory sign*

today go watch drama.. lol... when abt to go out, 3 ppl sms me.. ALL ABT THE SAME THING!!! ---"wat time u reach cwp" lol! make me got to reply 3 same ans de.. lol! than on bus.. lol! so empty! some of them go for the donno wat thing lah.. at donno wat poly.. lol~

finally reach le! lol.. than mr chew say wat go take pic.. lol! *hate* than we walk outside... lol! he want us to like poke our head out from the stone curve of words.. and do u know wat the words is?? it is ..."I was here!" lol! how will i do tt! so i hide behind fadilah.. haha~ cos she tall... hehe! but how i know! mr chew wanna take again and this time is all ppl infront! lol! cant hide le.. suan le lor..than after pic, take ticket

hmm.. rmb still haven take anna pic.. so go find her.. lol! she don let me take.. *angry* than went in the theater~~ hmm... c the theater than rmb the time we perform in theater for the plays.. haha~ so happy tt time.. althought we everyday rehearse for plays at nite till very late.. than tink of parables.. lol! tt time they should b having meeting.. haiz...*sad*.. haiz...than blah blah blah lah..

than show starts.. *hoots* i don understand wat they saying.. cant hear clearly.. but slowly can lah.. cos starting not awake.. haha! starting still normal.. cos is got acting parts de.. and the tone of their toking is gd.. got up down tone.. and their body language is quite gd... than got 1 part is like got ants walking out.. lol! than anna turn back and say "mayi" lol! haha~~~

well.. actually i donno whether this is a play or a dance performance.. lol! so many dancing! than their dance is like not together de.. than still got ppl donno how to dance.. keep looking ppl beside.. (those donno how to dance de is those normal person i m saying.. not those diaable de....) the disable dance quite gd le althought wif wheelchairs...

after 45min of the show, got 20min break~ yippy! at break tinking.. "is this really play? y is it so diff from wat i perform.. and the dance so lousy still dare perform.. lol" than so many ppl walking out.. make me got to stand and sit a lot of times....during the break, they call us to go down and sit..

haha~ wow~ from high sit go below sit.. lol can look clearer..than anna sit beside me.. *hoots*lol! i kanna bully again..-_-"than.. she borrow comb from sc.. want return than don return.. trick me..*rubbing fist* haha~ she go comb a nerd hairstyle.. haah!! *cute* haha.. than when she return, i kanna scretch by donno her finger or the comb.. i tink is her finger.. than kanna scretch, i lean back.. *hoots* lean too fast, pressure too much.. (physics comes out le) than knock my head against the wood of the chair.. lol! *pain*lol! double attack! k lah.. me no feeling de.. no pain feeling.. only feel tt the place kanna attack de is warm warm de.. -_-"

haah~ hmm.. really leh.. little ppl go watch tt play... nvm lah.. can go down than i can c their face.. c got expression a not... hmm.. their expression still ok lah.. lol~ some parts quite funny.. i laugh till wat lor.. like tt part the dance use tt very old chi song.. haha!! =X...

than in the end than know tt they all not professional.. all is those volunteer de.. lol! no wonder got those performances.. so to me is gd le.. acceptable standard.. lol! they should say it at 1st mah.. than i will not tink tt is funny..

go back le~ on bus~~ lol.. pic time.. me wanna kill sc.. from start of the day i saw her, i wanna take her photo le.. than till the end of the day.. she than let me take.. keep giving excuse.. haha~ than take wan er de, seng yee de.. hoots! jus never get the chance to take anna de! she keep running away!! than i cant run away from her cam.. she block my way out! than ok lor.. take 2 pic... *hoots* sc tell me the 1st pic look wierd! lol! anna better del tt 1st 1 hor!!!!! both pic i never c it.. lol... cos reflection from the cam screen.....

haha~~get down bus.. lol! cannot le.. going home le.. gotta take anna pic le.. or else donno when le.. at the side of the road lol.. finally taken le.. but she say i pervert cos i want her pic.. ='((((( lol! want her pic also got wrong meh?? i want it for the caller id nia... nvm lah.. i take it as a joke.. don wanna care... or else i no need sleep tonite le.. lol!!!

tml gotta study le.. so bored!! and got hw!! arg!! sian lah! k lah.. stop here le.. go play maple.. or else tml no need play le.. *sob*.....

1:02 PM @nn3_@n+

Wednesday, August 10, 2005

hmm... now not so sad le.. lol... cos my lao po call me not to.. haha~~ c i so guai.. haah~ lol! k lah.. cannot every min sad de.. or else i can survieve.. lol... but hor.. if sat u c me sad or not normal rite, it is actually normal.. sat=parables meeting... so tt is a sad day.. lol.... so sat pls do not force me do something i don want.. lol.. and dont irrated me.. lol.. jkjk...

haiz.. now maple down.. lol... me need 1 more pq can lvl le!! each pq i gain abt 30% wow! fast rite! tt y!! than now do 2 pq le.. arg!! maple is down!! quick restore lah!! lol.. now maple down got time to blog.. haha...

jus now go c my blog in a not so sad mood... than go in.. hear the song.. c the blog.. rmb the sad thing again.. lol.. should i change skin?? haha! *crazy* lalala... dotZ!

today is s'pore bdate... lol... older le.. haiz... haha.. quite sian liao.. don wish to post le.. lol.. go c if maple can play a not.. haha~~ bb~

11:04 AM @nn3_@n+

Tuesday, August 09, 2005

something which i never even think b4 happen.... is tt the truth or is jus SHE is angry wif us? i really upset wif wat she say.... from the last post, i mention abt the scolding... but i never say the most imp. line... SHE said -if tml i cant c a standard performance, u all will not perform.....- well.. tt day SHE also told charmaine.. we have 80% not performing... lol..

from wat u all know.. me is not in the performance... but however, we r a group.. even it does not concern me, i also have to help... i really wish i have magic... can change the performance to perfect...

after tt, we decieded to have training early in the morning... 7.30am... *sad* i cant go.. i really wish i can b there... i really wish i can help.. even i cant help much.. i also wanna gib support... at home, i pray everything will go on smoothly... i really wish [qi ji] will happen...

finally... sun (yesterday).. performance day... i get to know all info from angelyn and others peeps.. they train early in the morning till SHE comes to c the "standard"... never stop! they tried hard... they wish to perform... however... in the end.. we fail... SHE do not think tt it have reach her standard... ok.. mayb is really our fault.. we never reach the standard.. so i don blame her for tt...

how ever... SHE have her"talk" again... SHE blame angelyn and charmaine for destory wat SHE have set up in the 1st place... destory? wat have they destory? none! from the 1st place! she never done anything!! if have.. mayb.. teach us some skills... but! tt is not enough! it is not enough for us to reach her standard... wat have she done? every meeting.. she seldom comes.. if come, jus say some words and goes off... TT CANT IMPROVE OUR SKILL! we tried hard to improve by ourself... if we never tried! i don tink parables can reach today! tt is still alright.. i still can [ren] i keep thinking tt we mayb have wrongs too... cos i still believe tt she trust us.. it is jus tt she is disspointed of our performance...

HE! (SHE's husband) he! destory my believes... he make me feel tt WE! have no place! he said-"those who want to act cool here, pls get out.. and now.. i tell u all.. we can set up parables and let parables have this days, we have the ability to set up another 1.. so even if all of u'll quit, it does not matters us.. cos we can find another batch of ppl and in a short time train them up..." i m hurt when i get to know tt HE said this.. wat r we in his eyes? mayb not even dust... i m fed up!

angelyn ask me wat if she quit? wat will happen? she say nth will happen.. everything will go as normal.. the only diff is she will b relax... she don not need to care abt parables anymore.. she do not need to plan anything anymore... at tt point i really ask myself.. should i quit and not letting them hurting my pride anymore or should i [ren] and prove them we r not as bad as they thinks??

while thinking, angelyn tell me... she quit nvm... but if i quit... 1 group of ppl will follow me quit.. lol.. when i heard this.. i jus say 1 word.. "crazy".. i m jus a nobody.. no 1 will follow me quit... from tt point, i realise tt each and every1 of us were hurt by those line tt HE and SHE said...

b4 this happen, i m sure we all have our heart in parables... but now.. i really cant know... mayb some heart will b shaken... i really cant think wat will happen in the future... i really do not wish parables jus like tt and break off... i need to find ways to pull every1 back to 1 heart...

but how... wher should i start wif? *trouble* more and more trouble for me.. which should i do 1st? help! i need help!

2:25 PM @nn3_@n+

Sunday, August 07, 2005

today went to church.. lalala~~ reach there LATE!!! cant get out.. haiz... me waste $$ to take taxi... lol... well.. we have a parables survey today.. haha... erm.. is like a 1 to 1 tok.. haha.. than me reach late... so is like me do only 2 person?? haa~~ lol...

than tml we have a performance.. me not in.. cos last time tt practice me never go... so i jus sit there c them practice lor... hmm.. we perform 1 dance and 1 skit.. actuall i quite unhappy wif their dance.. but i never say anything.. cos me not in mah.. and i not 100% can do it.. i donno the step mah.... so i don wish to say any comments on it...

than go to the skit... hmm... me also not very happy wif it.. well.. got 1 part me cannot tahan.. so jus shout out... gib some ideas of wat tone to use on tt line... well.. all ppl tink my idea gd so they use it.. than another part also like tt.. so i also gib ideas... but is like the actor cant do it?? or keep 4getting lor.. donno lah.. so me is like don wish to say liao... *lazy* more worst got 1 part is like the actor got NO EXPRESSION on the face.. and their toking no tone de.. so is like REAL BORING!!! lol.. i wish to comment again.. but in the end i never say out.. mayb i tink tml perform.. such short time to practice.. so if me now tell comment on all, also no time to change mah.. so jus don say lor...

at abt 3, ms gerri come in... she c the whole performance.. than at tt time i 100% know we sure will kanna scolding de.. cos the performance is really SUX!! *sorry for using tt word.. but only tt word can express how lousy is it...*

we all sit on the floor.. sure enough! get scolding.. scold the ppl tt perform never put effort... blah blah blah lah.. than even those never perform de also get scolding.. cos we sitting there sure can c wat is the problem rite.. y we never tell the performers.. so tt they can improve.. lol... so after all the scolding, i realise something again... next time if i have any comment abt the performance, i jus shout out... don care liao... and donno y i also feel i cant do anything well.... studies and ACTING!! i both fail... *useless* I M USELESS!!!!

from young... ppl tell me... god have given each and every 1 of us a talent.. each and every 1 of us have something tt we r gd in... and i believe... cos i can c others ppl gd and strong point... however, i never c mine... but i still believe i have something tt i m gd in... it is jus tt i never realise it... NOW! i really starts to tink... is i never realise it... or........... from the start i never have anything tt i m gd in........

last time got 1 eng lesson... we do a quiz... c if u r left, right or whole brain... the result tell me tt i m slightly to the right.... but i don tink so... well... i will explain... (c below)

right brain.....
-gd in art.... (lol my art fail everytime)
-gd in acting... (today i then realise i m not gd in it... so it is also not true)
-like sport.. (i hate sport!! don like to run around)
-will c things as a whole...(not everytime i do tt... even if have, i believe is by luck nia...)
i don rmb le... so from here, c! i m not in the right brain catorgory.... lets go to left brain.....

left brain....
-gd in studies... (lol! my studies SUX!)
erm.. i never really go c left brain de lah.. but i rmb all never suit me too.... so.. from wat i conclude, i not in left brain catorgory too... lets go whole brain de...

whole brain...
- it is jus some of right and some of left brain de.... so is those of lucky ppl... so... from here... i not in left nor right.. thus sure not in whole brain catergory....

well... so since i m not in the left, right and the whole brain catergory, i can conclude i m in... the NO BRAIN cartorgory!!!! no brain ppl can do wat?? cant do anything lah!! USELESS!! AND TT USELESS IS ME!!!!! lol....

k lah.. don say le.. say le also cant change my brain.. lol... so after church my parent and i went to eat sushi! yummy! my fav!!! lol!! nice!! hehe~~ jus come out after eating, kuen called.... ask me whether got go to c them perform at woodland stadium a not.. lol.. no lah... dotX! yy at there shout angelyn and me cheat her.. lol! when did i!! =_=" than get to know is angelyn tell yy me and her will go watch her perform de... lol!! i never tell angelyn i will b gonig leh.. so explain to yy... or else on mon i will die... lol~~ so now at home lor... lol! me write so long! dotz!! k lah stop le! buai~~~

1:46 PM @nn3_@n+

Thursday, August 04, 2005

sometimes.... she look fierce...
sometimes.... she look tired...
sometimes.... she look troubled...
sometimes.... she look sick...
sometimes... she look she din wana care abt anything...

all these make me don dare to tok to her... unless she tok to me... haiz.. i cant guess wat she is tinking... this make me scare... other ppl i can guess a bit of wat they tinking.. so i know wat to do at wat time.. but she... haiz... i cant guess... now i don even dare to look at her in her eyes... haiz... she is the 1st person tt giv me special feeling... MAKE ME SCARE! lol...

hmm... sch have donno wat thing lah.. on 11/8... selling things... help needy fund?? tink so... hmm... anna group is doing it.. haah.. but got 2 things need to order early de... 1 is the friendship band... is like have words on it?? (keychain de) than got 1 is msg in bottle... can write things in paper than put in bottle.. hmm.. they help to deliver the bottle to the person u wanna gib de... lol!

to me, bottle msg no use lah... than the friendship band... i don tink i use it?? lol.. but my lao po group... 100% must support... so but friendship band ba... make for friends?? yep! lol....

today at co time.. lol... we at 1st at ava room de.. but need to move out by 4.. lol.... donno wat who wanna come put things lah.. siao siao de.. than we go com lab... hmm.... than sit at a corner teaching hui wen sheng.. than after tt she go practice her dizi le... hmm.. so me stay there practice my own lor.. lol! a while later... saw sw~~ than a "gang" appear.. lol! anna is there! haha~ lol... than at abt 5.30, their course finish le.. than went off... haiz.. so gd can go off... me still need go debrif!

lol... at abt 6, finally can go le.. hmm.. while walking... me have a feeling like anna is still at the bus stop... lol.. than outside me searching for anna at the bus stop.. but never c her.. *sad* than suan le.. wanna walk off... lol... suddenly hear "MAYI" turn back.. ANNA!!! lol! my feeling is right!!! she is still there!!! haha~~

than thought of acc her to wait for bus de... but huip say bus come le... lol! me than tink... should i chase bus or should i not.... cos me tired... and if acc anna than may b in a jam... but me cant leave anna there.. she look so poor thing siting there... but then anna call me go chase for bus.. haiz... heard this than i go off le... than chase le.. than saw tt it was an UNWANTED BUS!!!! lol me pang sei anna and chase for an unwanted bus... TOOT ME!!! sry anna.. me never acc u.. *guilty*...

however, me still board the bus lah... huip and kuen wanna board mah... lol.. than in bus guilty... than hmm... act a bit of sad face?? (althought really sad lah.. cos guilty mah...) lol! kuen and huip say cute!! lol!~! sad face cute??? lol!!!!!!!!! haiz....

than now at home le.... tml no test.. so can blog a bit.... but i tink is quite long?? haha~~ lol.. k lah.. me go play le... *hate the math test tml* [bo liao de] teacher jus put me in.. MY MATH SUX!! and still put me in?? he brain siao siao liao... lol!

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