haiz~~ tml sch reopen le~~ sad~~ haiz.. wont b able to blog so often le~~ sad.... i really miss the happy time i have in the holiday... like the time spend in church wif my parables friends... it is really fun~~ and the online tok wif them... haiz~~ really don wish to go sch... hate it!! how i wish me now is adult.. already working... at least no need to study liao... than... haiz... will b quite bz ba.. still got bio and chem common test on the 2nd week.. haiz~~ wish to study but u know lah.. me cant concentrate to study... than is like sure die for both the test~~ lol~~ haiz.. how i wish tt there will not b any sch 4ever~~ than it will b so peaceful.. or is got sch but no exam or test... that would b the best~~ than in the holiday is like me everyday sleep very late... abt 3am than sleep de leh~~ than 11am than wake up... so tml die liao lor.. donno how to wake up le.. must put many alarm le... than... haiz... stress again... aiyo.. me is like more and more weird day by day... aiyo.. getting crazy soon!! sob... me really don wish to study... y! y! y m i born at 90's haiz... so stress in studies nowdays~~ lolz... but tink back.. if i not born at 90's, i wont know all my lovely friends!! than more no need to say join parables... and have those lao po.. haa~~ or else will be sue to court!! haha... lol~~ ya.. so is like seldom can come online le~~ but i will still try ba~~ k.. stop those sad things le.. hmm... me is looking forward to our parables outing... both my lovely lao po is sure to b going.. thus it will b real fun wif them there~~ i love them lots!!!!! hmm... really wonder how will gerri make us die in her games again.. lol.. haah~~ ya... but i know it sure will b a very fun day!!! tink so? haha... than it is like got to wait till sat b4 can c all my church friends.. *sobx* (tears really drop.. no lie!) i really donno y.. tink of them i felt so sad.. and tears will slowly flow out.. hmm... we get closer in the june holidays... we have camps,training,games day... haiz... buy who present.. own who $$.. aiyo.. many lah.. than is like we gone through happy,sad,hard,bitter,tears,pain,injures time together... there is still more things.. but the more i write the more sad i will b.. i really wish all those time could stop at that moment.. while we were all so happy... althought we also went throught hard,sad and bad times, but we were all united! and care for each others~~ sob... i hate school~~ i love church!!! but i love both side of friends... but i tink i m closer to my church friends.. althought spend more time in sch... cos of those camps.... training.. each session 100% will let us learn more... and be more united!! really... i really wish tt time will stop at the moment when we are in church... playing happily together... how gd if everyday we don need to go to sch to study but go to church to have those training,camps... and ACTING AND DANCING!!! it will sure b the happiest time of my life!!! (i m sure!!) well... i will stop here~~ haiz.. to stop my sorrow now~~ and today got to sleep early? ya.. 10 must go bed le.. or else tml haah~~ end of the day~~~ pls to all of my church friends.. pls take care.... and jia you~~ cos i tink we wont b able to meet as must as holiday or chat online at night.. haiz.. love u all 4ever~~~
