wa... long long long long time never blog le.. got lots to blog de.. but since its over for a long time, write also no use.. haha don write le.. so now, i shall write some which happen these few days de... sch starts le.. sian... jus when i started to have the mood of holiday, sch starts le.. =( hw,hw,hw,hw.. all coming on its way... well, at least now still not so stress... but soon, it will.. hmmm... i really tink i m stupid.. Y M I SO STUPID!!! i hate myself!!! i m going to flunk my chi le lah!!! starting i still hope that my oral can help me pull up the marks.. but now, i don tink got any hope le.. know wat?? the conversation part qns actually got learn b4 de!!! but donno wat happen.. my mind is jus blank.. so no choice but to crap all the way for the oral.. T_T die le lah.. y m i sooooo STUPID!!!! i really hate myself!!! y cant i b smarter like others??? y cant i b like others so sociable,smart,fun blah blah blah... well, mayb thats me... gd in nth! ok now lets talk abt MSL concert! hmmm... it consist of CO,choir,and band! well, pls kindly support us... TY! hmmm... this is the last concert for me le... don really feel excited for it.. donno y.. last time everytime got concert, wa.. so happy, so excited.. now? haiz.. don really know how to express it... still got to memorise the scores.. haiz.. this time also.. cant rmb it into my mind... play these few songs for a long time le.. but still not able to rmb it.. y leh?? in the past, i don even need to bring the scores back home and try to rmb it.. this time, i need le.. haiz.. rmb that time rehearsal.. cannot bring scores up the stage.. only can put at floor, i haven memorise it yet.. than haha.. silent for almost the whole songs.. or else wif wrong notes.. wats wrong wif me this year?? nth go on smoothly for me.. T_T wats wrong??? haiz... moody moody moody moody.... =( is there really no 1???
